7:05 PM + Tuesday, March 18, 2008

YAY YAY YAYNESS!
the cable guy FINALLY arrived on MONDAY!
another impt date to rmb okie.
hmm..
i didnt know,
but everyone was so excited.
even my maid.
and she doesnt even watch. lol.
on monday itself,
my sister called me,
told me the CABLE GUY had come!
i was beaming with smiles.
and the moment i stepped into the hse,
my maid said, " THE CABLE MAN CAME TODAY! your sister is watching now. (: "
i ran up, and saw the HOLY thing. hehe.
btw.
IM A TELEVISION ADDICT!
i can spend hrs and hrs just staring at the tv,
even when there are only boring things being broadcasted.
I LOVE <3!

anws,
didnt do much you know.
went to KAP on monday with mel,
met yuresh and ervin.
ervin shaved his head.
NOT NICE!
preferred him with more hair. hehe..
yuresh was so stingy!
didnt treat both mel and me for a meal.
but paid for ervin's MCFLURRY. hmph.
OH YA!
LOVE ERVIN!
he LOVES PINK TOO!!
okie.
not really LOVE love,
but he's got a PINK IPOD,
and a PINK WALLET.
i wanted to STEAL the IPOD!
SO NICE.
but mel was like, "WEI! watch your PINK ipod ah. mariko's gonna STEAL IT!"
she rattled on me.
but its kinda obvious i LOVED it,
cos i couldnt stop staring an it.
it was sleek at the sides,
and so small and thin.
didnt mind the memory space of it though,
cos as long as its PINK,
I LOVE! (:

now,
i just remembered that i wanted to get this off my chest okie.
that BIATCH MRS TEE.
cannot stand her la.
WTH is her problem okie.
seriously.
i got my progress report back today.
didnt do well at all.
im dissappointed with myself,
but im WORKING HARD NOW!
seriously,
its the hardest i've EVER worked.
oh ya!
back to the topic,
so under the comments part,
she said that for my amaths,
'mariko needs to be more consistent in handing up her homework."
WTH.
i handed up all my homework.
ON TIME.
with everyone else okie.
HELLO?!
doesnt she check her records?!!
and i like respond to her in class...............!!!!!!!!!
im FREAKING PISSED at her la.
she really (in chinese) 4KAN 3WO 4BU 4SHUN 3YAN lor.
like she scolded me once for doing nothing can. -.-
she THAT BIATCHY.
HATE is a strong word,
cos i'll just say "I REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE HER!" >=(

okie.
bell rung.
its my doomsday i tell you.
its P.E. again.
gonna die running.
haix..
SO UNFIT!
gotta TRAIN!!!!!!!

BYIEXSXXX..

9:17 PM + Thursday, March 13, 2008

okie..
this post,
was supposed to be smth nice.
but then i went to justin's blog.
and he was ALL emo in his posts.
and that PISSED me off!
like seriously.
why get emo just cos that evil witch doesnt like him.
haix..
dunno what spell she used on him
that he's SO bewitched by her.
idiot la.
okie..
BTW, she aint a witch,
she's just evil to leave him dangling there in mid air,
waiting for her.
just get it over i mean.
its either you like a person of you dun
and if you dont,
then tell him so!
and NOT to leave him dangling in mid air.
haix..

OKIE!
back to happy ME!
haha
ytd,
went for tuition,
aunty christina said im a HAPPY girl!(:

keep laughing.
haha..
but actually,
i laugh smtimes cos i dunno wat to say,
and in case i embarrass myself,
ITS BEST TO LAUGH IT OFF.
that way,
they cant blame you.
plus,
you can exercise your muscles! ^^

sarah's SO nice.
at her place now.
she gave me NOODLES! <3!
and then a cup of f&n grape! <33!
it was SO hot while i walked to her hse.
i swear i cld have fainted from heat stroke.
and sarah said she wldnt come save me. T.T
BUT i know she WILL! <333333! (:

OH YA!
having bbq tonight!
OH SHUCKS...!!!!
forgot the camera..
haiyo..
i think i have to walk home later... T.T
but.
its worth the walk!
CAMERA!
hahaa

GOTTA GO BUY MORE FOOD!
<3!

BYE!

6:04 PM + Tuesday, February 26, 2008

im going home..
home..
home..
like to my yuk tong hse?
not in town anymore?
HAIX..
the good part?
is that i get to live in my NEW hse..
the bad part..
i wun get to go to town so conveniently anymore..
HAIX...
the bad part over rules the good! ><

but..
GOTTA LOOK ON THE POSTITIVE SIDE!
anws,
i forgot to blog about wat happened ytd..
i wanted to blog about ME going for CHEMISTRY tuition with MEL ytd..
she invited me to join this tuition centre, a branch from her church?

IT WAS SO FREAKING QUIET in the class...
i couldnt stand it!!
i had to WHISPER to mel,
cos i didnt wanna feel awkward and break the silence..
it was like a graveyard..
only,
there was no crying,
just complete silence..
the teacher was funny,
he gave A LOT of analogys to link chemistry up..
but like he couldnt really explain qns,
so it kinda confused me a little,
BUT! i'll get it somehow! (:

anws..
today,
mummy was so stressed..
and i couldnt do anything about it to help her relieve her of some of it,
i made it even worse,
and she was screaming her head off..
i was almost late for sch,
cos we left the hse at 7.
she had to drive SUPER fast to get to sch on time..
and she was scolding my maid the WHOLE journey..
haix..

I FINISHED MY O LEVEL CHEMISTRY SPA EXAM!
so relieved of it..
ONE THING TO CELEBRATE ABOUT! :D
it was kinda troubling,
cos i dunno if i have made any mistakes?
but i HOPE NOT! ><

anws,
gonna end here..
P.E is starting,
and i have PE shirt and shorts,
but they are my old ones..
and i need a set for the afternoon at drama,
so i think i'll pon PE..
like say im sick when im not.. haix..

okie..
P.S. I LOVE YOU <3!

6:41 AM +

OMG!!
that movie was DAMN NICE!
i VERY VERY much recomend it to everyone!!
like seriously,
i LOVED it,
and i'll NEVER regret watching it,
cos it was such a NICE movie..
seriously...
the plot is totally unpredictable,
like, you never know wat to ecpect next..
you normally expect this and that to happen,
but it goes all wrong,
and it goes the other way..
A PERFECT TWIST!
plus,
the producer was able to capture all the touching parts into the movie,
which made me cry almost throughout..
LITERALLY, CRY....
and i've never cried so much for a movie..
like normally its just one scene where you actually tear,
but this was like, the tears just couldnt stop,
and MEL was crying too!
she totally loved the movie too,
but she said that this movie wasted a lot of tissue. LOL..
and she was like blowing her nose most of the time can..
both of us were! ><

the movie was only sad cos it was touching,
and you could literally feel how the lead was feeling as the movie progressed,
like you were her..
thats wat made the story even better!

it was worth not watching kite runner today.. (:
and i'd TOTALLY recommend it to you guys! SERIOUSLY!
cos im gonna tell ALL my frens to watch it cos its THAT nice and its THAT worth it! :D
LOVE <3!

IRISH GUYS..
wonder wat type of husband i'll have..
hehe..

anws,
as i was walking with mel to my hse,
we were talking and talking,
and i suddenly said,"i wonder, among us (sarah, clemence, mel and me), who wld get married first," cos I WANNA BE THEIR BRIDESMAID! ^^
and then mel said, "NO! i wanna be a bridesmaid TOO! maybe we can take turns.."
but like DUH-UH..
you cant do that,
cos bridesmaids are suppose to be single ppl..
rite?
i dunno..
but i always thought it'll be fun to be someone's bridesmaid at their wedding!
mel and i decided we'll try our BEST to keep in contact with one another,
and i'll DEFINATELY ask her to be my bridesmaid..
wld i?
if i get married first of cos..
but we both wanna get married around the same age..
so we'll see who's wedding is first! <3!
anws.. tmr is chem SPA 2!
and i dunno wat to study la..
haix..
gonna die..
but like i dun wanna..
so how?!!!
HELP!!
okie.. gonna try to study?
LOVE!

P.S. I LOVE YOU <3!

7:22 AM + Monday, February 25, 2008

anws..
i wanted to blog about how I have to keep blogging my my LAZY BFF - PETTYTIN..
he's SO lazy he wldnt even blog for himself..
give the excuse that he doesnt know wat to blog about..
AND.. he owes me my cab fee and a free movie!
I LOVE YOU BFF!
but thats only if you pay for the cab fee! (:
lol..

anws,
in case you didnt alr know,
BFF = BitchFriendsForeva.
not BestFriendsForeva.
though, the can still mean the same thing.
haha

okie.. since i have nth to blog about!
i will introduce new stuff i found out!
the other day, i overheard the convo mabel and charm were having,
and they were talking about some chick and dick thing.
i assure you,
this is NOT some sick thing okie..
anws,
i was curious,
so i asked them,
"HUH? wat chick dick thing? TELL ME!"
and then mabel told me it was some show that PAUL TWOHILL and KAY KAY did..
its called CHICK VS DICK btw..
hosted by PAUL TWOHILL AND KAY KAY..
this is a show about the battle of the sexes.
on youtube..
so far, only 3 episodes,
but hilarious!

then,
there's another one,
by xiaxue,
her guide to life..
HISTERICAL!
omg! you'll be so engrossed in this one!
DAMN FUNNAYE..
like all her weird antics,
and behaviour mind you..
she is really spontaneous,
and smtimes,
really,
DUN LISTEN TO HER ADVICE..
ITS BULLSHIT,
BUT FUNNAYE BULLSHIT. <3!
(dun mind the language btw.. )

anws..
i think thats all i wanna blog..
GUESS I'll GO catch an episode of xx (xiaxue)'s guide to life,
and laugh myself to slp!
LOL!

<3!

5:36 AM +

WATCH THIS VIDEO!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZlNxUfrgwE

its really saddening to see mankind torture the poor creatures that GOD created for us to protect..
the horrifiying cruelty against the animals. i mean, how can anyone treat animals that way..
the cut the animal here and there,
and even as they are half alive,
they SKIN them ALIVE!
like really, ALIVE!
the HORROR!
i was shocked at the acts of human.
just to sell that piece of fur to earn some extra cash..
as i watched the video,
i was so sad,
i seriously cried okie.. T.T
i cant stand the cruelty against animals,
especially when they are so harmless.
haix..
when will the world stop in their tracks to reflect about the harm they are causing to the world and to themselves?

gotta go study now!
<3!

4:39 AM + Sunday, February 24, 2008

i was looking for nice songs to post in justin's xanga, then i remembered about this song OH SO LONG AGO..<3!

REAL GIRL by MUYTA

If I had one chance
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God
The way I hope it goes

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see,
when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world,
I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star (yeah)

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see,
when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am
I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am



i really feel i can relate to this song,
because the lyrics are SOoo meaningful,
like though i dun really know who exactly i am yet,
BUT im NOT A LITTLE GIRL anymore.. (:

LOVE THE LYRICS AND THE SINGER!

<3!

8:48 PM + Friday, February 22, 2008

okie...
my mummy is a mummy you wld never wanna get i guess.
cos like no matter how many times i tell her wat im gonna do,
it NEVER gets into her skull..
i always try to tell myself,
its okie..
maybe its just that she's too busy with the hse,
cos there ARE a lot of things to manage around with,
but it just hurts me to think,
thats how much i mean to her,
THAT little..
too little for her to even rmb my daily activities..
its like,
last night for example,
i had amaths tuition at novel.

i told her the day before i was having tuition at novel,
and she said okie..
but then ytd,
in the morning,
she said,"come home early okie, then we'll go out for dinner and movie as a family.."
and then i looked at her and said,"i have amaths tuition tonight.."
and it didnt get into her skull okie..

after wards,
she kept asking me again and again wat i had ytd night..
i must have told her at least 15 times that i had amaths tuition ytd nite..

and my daddy,
he's even worse,
"its alright, SHE DOESNT TOUCH HER BOOKS.. no need to keep telling her to, she wanna fail her o's, then let her la.."
this is the kind of father i have..
someone who doesnt encourage you,
but puts you down everytime you try to stand up..
its not that i dun touch my books..
i DO!
but its cos i read my books even before i come home..
so OF COS they didnt see me touching my books.. -.-ll

THEN..
there is of cos ytd morning,
as we were on the way to sch..
he suddenly said,
"you STUPID girls..why you leaving the hse at 7?! you guys shld leave at 730 since you've never been late before,
you need to experience wat its like to be late! you girls are always SO INCONSIDERATE!..."

i was thinking about wat he said, and i thought,
HELLO?! your work is at 830? why do you have to leave SO EARLY?! and plus, your colleagues only arrive at 9 plus pls.. ARGH..

SEE! thats the kind of parents i live with pls..
my mum at least listens to me, though nth gets it,
but my dad doesnt even BOTHER listening to me..
and it kinda saddens me to think,
nobody is there to listen to me..
i guess thats kinda the reason why ppl think frens are better than family?

though i still feel that family is STILL the BEST..
those feelings will always change..

okie.. gotta go to church!
will upload some pics soon!
once i find the cable! ><

STEAMBOAT WITH CELL TONIGHT!!

6:33 AM +

OMG!! LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! ><
i accidentally came upon this song okie..
during my free period today..
REALLY NICE!

HATE.
by PLAIN WHITE TEES!

Love, love, love, love, love, love.

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, really, don't like you.

I really, really, don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, dont like you

5:39 PM + Thursday, February 21, 2008

OMG!!
im Soooooooooo SORRY STELLA!
i kinda forgot your bdae..
and like i dunno if you'll read this,
but,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!
20th feb!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!
SWEET 16!
so fast..

im so sorry i forgot..



<3!